Person, Place or Thing:                                   at the S.F. Film Arts Festival

viewed November 4, 1999 at the Roxie Cinema

You give for what you take -- I wouldn't have even heard of this event had my boss not asked me to get free tickets from FAF (my company is a major sponsor of theirs).  Unfortunately when getting his tickets I forgot to reserve a couple for me, so my friend Will and I had to shell out the bucks to watch 90 minutes worth of "a clump of short films gathered around fountains, buses, roads and the people on them looking for their place in a world that is moving faster and getting smaller by the minute" (taken fron the festival program).  I had the opportunity to meet some of the filmmakers at a special reception that I did get a free ticket to, but when I got there I found myself utterly outclassed.  In the 15 minutes I stayed there I made sole conversation with a transsexual filmmaker who was working on a trans-gender trans-genre project, mixing mystery, comedy, music and porn.  "The trans-gender community should have their share of entertainment too," this lady proclaimed, and she would provide it, working with her first female-male director for this special project.  Like I said, I was out of my league.

I was very pleased with the seven films I saw.  Two of them had immediate commercial gimmick potential: the 1 minute "Flip Film" was an attractive, animated bus trip through San Francisco, told in flip-book fashion.  The charming and wonderfully choreographed "Office Furniture" intercut a young woman's futile downtown job search with shots of office workers prancing and spinning balletically down the streets.  There was also a smattering of the conventional.  Jensen Rufe's "The Ugliest Fountain in the World (Without a Doubt)" was a crowd-pleasing, Roger and Me-style investigation into why a god-awful excuse of a fountain was ever erected in front of the art building of the Cal State-Humboldt campus.  The equally popular "Can't Speak" by Sugimasa Yamashita follows a Japanese student's painful initial attempts to speak English in a North Bay school.  The actress who played the girl couldn't have been more perfect, with her slooping shoulders and humble, unconfident manner.  

Then there were the challenging films that, for the most part, really engaged me with fresh looks at people, places and ideas. Diane Kitchen's "The Penfield Road" was, according to the program, "a short portrait of Penfield Road and the sights along the way, including Starved Rock, Little America and the Silver Black Fox."  Damned if that's what I saw.  It was more like a relentless succession of repeating images flashing back and forth over a fragmented Christmas tune.  I felt like I was watching someone's vacation on super 8 with a broken projector.  The weird thing is I liked it, or at least was intrigued by the thought of a mind at work behind all this crap.

Far more successful was "Calle Chula" by Veronica Majano, which seemed to me to accomplish it's apparent goal: to reclaim the setting for its character.  In the face of an amazing period of gentrification, the long-standing Hispanic community of the Mission is facing challenges with its history and place in trying to define who they are and what they should stand (up) for.  This wonderfully offhand narrative doubles back on itself repeatedly, pondering the reality of its own existence while recollecting names and events with a magical sense of affirmation.  The misty quality of 16mm is put to good effect in this surreal but assertive work.

The last and longest piece, "Imagining Place" by Anita Chang, rang me up like a pinball machine with thoughts I hadn't had in years.  In questioning her sense of belonging in various places (home, Malaysia, Taiwan, an agricultural colony in Santa Cruz), she makes a series of wonderful observations about herself (such as how in the predominantly white colony she won't associate with other Asians for fear of being pigeonholed into that identity).  She also interviews a wide assortment of Bay Area people about their feelings of belonging in America and in their neighborhood, with varying degrees of impact (the best is an Englishman who has lived in America for four decades; his warped accent is mesmerizing).  It's an expansive but murky work that loses steam over half of its length, and is only helped occasionally by the journal entries she splashes intermittently on the screen.  

I have to give her a lot of credit though for making me think like I haven't in months.  Through that film I realized that of all the places I've been, my mother's home, Taiwan, is where I least felt I belonged, because it was so damn suffocating -- too much family keeping watch.  Whether it was China, college, home (when Mom wasn't around) or even work, I'm happiest when I feel bound only to my desires and not burdened by unrelenting  pressures of expectation and demand.  I admire a highly personal work like Anita Chang's for these insights as much as I deplore it for overindulgence.  These works goad me to make my own statement, and goad me further to make them better than these that were seen by the young and supportive audience of which I was a member on this night.  

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